Wednesday, April 16, 2014

anxiety to the max



I feel the waves of fear, stomach churning, and skepticism all over me today.

I'm going to the drs today
Not even a specialist. My primary
 
Goals:
  • Referral to new neurologist- I haven't been in some time. I am nervous that my epilepsy has gotten worse. I'm sure I would've have been having more seizures but, I feel like you truly never know!
  • Ask for the name of a recommended gynecologist. Makes me extremely anxious! I am 24 and have never been to one. I have some type of weird phobia about people looking at my most privatest places. It is an important bridge to cross because my mother has just gotten diagnosed with breast cancer.... I am scared.
  • New prescription for my hormones
Finally and probably the one that will help me the most: referral to a psychiatrist. Anxiety has stopped me from being able to take care of myself
 
I have been known to make a thousand and one excuses as to why I do not take my medicines, keep my appointments, or simply routine visits.
 
ANXIETY overwhelming  ANXIETY
 
My family thinks I'm being absurd.
 
Ive been sick my entire life. Taking thyroid pills since before I can remember.
 
Hopefully today goes good. Taking my mom with me to guarantee I do not cancel at the last minute.
 
 
 
It has been known to happen too.
 
Any thoughts on phobias of doctors?


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