not medicating.... self inflicted

What an uphill battle.... I am always one to put my health on the back burner.

I seem to always find an excuse to not be consistent with my pills. Only until I find myself in deep trouble.

Noticing a lot of my hair falling out of my head. Kind of alarming. I guess I will start taking my thyroid replacement again.

I can't figure myself out. I love to take care of others. But how can I do that if I cannot take care of myself.

Dealing with my doctors gives me such anxiety I can't handle it......

The same old same old ensues each time. "your not taking your pills?"


Me: "no, I haven't "

Dr: "you know its not good to skip your pills"

Yes I know I'm being self destructive... I need to figure out what's stopping me from taking care of myself